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خب یکی کامنت داده و پرسیده چرا ایران نیومدید؟باید بهت بگم که ایران اصلا محیط خوبی برای یک افغانستانی نیست. دولتی که مجبور شون میکنه سالی یک بار اقامت شون رو به قیمت بالایی تمدید کنند، مردم نژاد پرستی که اصلا فحش تو دهن شون افغانی زاولیه. من دیدم که میگم، مردم ایران اکثر شون هیچ احترامی به افغانستانی ندارند. به دخترایی که یک کم حجاب شون به اصطلاح بد است، راست راست میگن تو توی کشور خودت نمیتونی مدرسه بری اومدی این جا روسپی گری راه انداختی. مردای افغانستانی توی ایران به سختی کار پیدا میکنن و یهو میبینی اکثر شون معتاد، دزد، بیکار. خب این بده دیگه. من نمیخوام به هیچ کسی توهین کنم اما از ته دلم دعا میکنم خدا بزنه به کمر هر چی نژاد پرست و قوم پرسته. ولی من دوستای ایرانی خوبی هم دارم که همیشه برا شون بهترین ها رو میخوام. نویسنده ای کوچک...

دیروز یک سال شد. یادت گرامی وطن من. وطن مظلوم درد دیدهی من. نویسنده ای کوچک...

So my devil curse came true. Tomorrow of that day, I went to school to take Dari exam. I knew I will screw it and I was Ok. Like it's something zero important to me and to be honest most of my classmates and friends had the same feelings like me, getting bad and awful scores and not giving a shit, it was like we all were expecting these fucking days. Gosh, it was the last day I met my best friend, Zainab, I really miss her now, I swear every time I think of her and her sisters I can't stop crying. I fucking swear... I had some fun time with Zainab spending almost 40 Afghani Rupees on our favorite snack, crunchy, and had a conversation the way back to our homes. I wish I had hugged all my classmates, my beloved classmates and friends tighter the last time. Oh God...On the bus way back to home, I noticed that Barchi City Center was closed. The lady sitting next to me told me, see Barchi is closed. I said why? And she replied, cause the Taliban took over Kabul. It was 10 A.M. I looked at the woman and said you better shut your mouth ok? Stop saying bullshits. Those rats never can take over our capital since we have police, an army and a PRESIDENT. A MOTHERFCKER piece of shit president. When we arrived at Naghash station where Bahare Sarab Business Center was located, I pointed to the mall and said, see Bahar Sarab is open. So nothing is wrong. Don't panic and don't try to make others panic. The lady and the driver were just shocked by what I said. Maybe the whole bus was shocked نویسنده ای کوچک...